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March 20, 2025

sycamore

Filed under: diary,poetry — Trefor Davies @ 9:32 am

Not yet seven thirty and I’m up, dressed, breakfasted and at it. Got an appointment with the chiropodist at eight. I never thought you would hear me say that but the truth of the matter is that until next tuesday (fingers crossed) I’m not allowed to bend at the hip enough to reach my foot. The consequence is someone else needs to attend to necessary trimming of toenails. THG highly recommends the experience as you get a foot massage and any other treatments deemed necessary for the promotion of healthy feet. In fact it was THG wot insisted I go.

So I called the chiropodist on Monday only to be told she was fully booked until June!!! I’ll repeat those exclamation marks !!! The only way I’d get in earlier was if there was a cancellation. Let’s have a look at the diary. Oh there is a slot available at eight ey em on Wednesday. I’ll take it.

Gotta go. I have an appointment.

Back home by eight thirty five with the whole day ahead of me. Although it was v cold and frosty first thing it is now a beautiful spring day out there and I have temporarily moved operations to the conservatory. The birds are happy.

Will have to give some consideration to the agenda for the day. I sense I am emerging from the hibernation that has been hip hop recovery and able to take on more activity. Some of it will be the walk. I’m only a 100m or so short of Rhod’s house which is my destination tomorrow so perhaps extending yesterday’s stroll by 50m would make sense. Reality is I could do the whole distance now, especially as there will be a pot of tea in between the outward journey and the return leg but let’s take it gradually. My glutes do get sore with the longer walking and the strengthening exercises.

One highlight is going to be a trip to Waitrose. Only my second since H Hour. We are cafe bound to meet friend Phillip to buy him a birthday cuppa. I have a bacon roll in mysights together with a bit of retail therapy. Just a few bits in for lunches n stuff. When the highlight of your day is a visit to the Waitrose caff you realise that something needs sorting 🙂

Having spent much of the time since hip hop working on the family tree I am approaching the point where the law of diminishing returns applies and I can only progress with some external help. This is in hand but much of it involves visiting the area and talking to people.

For example I plan to visit some of the farms where we lived. I’m particularly interested in seeing whether they have any documentation/deeds that go back to the seventeenth century.  Will also be nice to just be there and feel the presence of ancestors. Gravestone hunting is also on the agenda. The problem there is the age of some of the gravestones I am looking for might mean they are not particularly readable. Will have to see. Take a scraper/knife with me to get rid of obscuring lichen.  

I need to put a daily plan together.

THGs lament

I’m sick to death of sycamore
Every year we get more and more
It’s not a plant that I adore
The pesky weed that is sycamore.

The song of robin and goldfinch filled the clear spring skies above the back garden of THG and Tref making the walk to the shed a pure joy. I was fleeing from the news that THG insists on listening to after lunch. Not my bag maan.

Some people flee war and persecution. I flee the news of war and persecution. That and ignorant world leaders with a fixed smirk on their fake tanned faces.

Shorter walk today having already been out around Waitrose this morning. A truly glorious afternoon in which I noticed the Diamond Cable chambers as I walked along Wragby Road. Sgoing back a bit now is Diamond Cable. Being an all fibre household, internal Cat 5 E cabling apart, we dispensed with the need for cable.

March 8, 2024

camera update

Filed under: diary,poems — Trefor Davies @ 4:49 pm

Last night’s camera update was successful, so I’m told. Just in time for the milkman to arrive at 03:07. The complex world in which we live. The milkman was totally oblivious to this. If we stopped updating things, software, our modern world would eventually grind to a halt. 

It isn’t particularly a big deal if I don’t record the time the milkman arrives each day. Someone reading this in a couple of hundred years might be a little curious as to what a milkman actually is, or was. Maybe they came across it in a history book  and decided to dig deeper. Dunno 🙂 No matter. Most of my friends reading this are also equally curious why I might be doing it, probs. Hey…

My mac mini updates itself as do most things with software these days. I might occasionally have to say yes son, go for it but it is typically pain free. Relies on me having a symmetrical gigabit connection to the big wide world but that I have. I realise some of you have faster connectivity but I am ok with a gig, for now.

I like that I backed up my 5GB or so hosting space in a couple of minutes. Took even less time to move it to my NAS box.

Overhead I can hear the Red Arrows practising. I think it is them. Not seen anything. Just heard. Could be RAF Waddington. 

It still feels cold outside.

feels cold out, 
warm contemplation inside,
spring to mind, 
sunward face, 
heat sink
remember that? 
long time 

dead leaves distract 
as they scurry
crisply past my window

The washing line is being a nuisance this afternoon. The clothes keep blowing about making me think someone is coming down the garden path and thus I look up from what I am doing. V distracting.

February 27, 2024

before I make the tea

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 7:32 am

Five minutes, 
before I make the tea.
Short minutes snatched,
no time wasted
My blurry eyes struggle
to make out words
spoken noiselessly without
applied thought.

January 10, 2024

Comparison between ChatGPT and Bard for poetry writing

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 9:12 am

Brief: write a poem about a homeless person who died on a freezing cold january night. it doesn’t need to rhyme

Chatgpt version

In the heart of the city’s icy breath,
A soul, forgotten, faced a bitter death.
Beneath the moon’s pale and distant light,
A homeless spirit succumbed on a frigid January night.

No hearth to warm the weary bones,
No shelter to shield from the chattering stones.
Wrapped in tattered layers of despair,~
They faced the cold with a silent prayer.

City lights blinked in indifferent glow,
As frosty winds whispered tales of woe.
No solace found in the urban sprawl,
A lonely figure succumbed to winter’s call.

On cardboard beds, where dreams turned to frost,
A life extinguished, a poignant cost.
Each exhale painted in the frigid air,
A testament to a world that couldn’t care.

No eulogy spoken, no mournful song,
Just the city’s heartbeat, relentless and strong.
Yet, in the quiet of that icy night,
A story ended without a fight.

No longer burdened by the weight of strife,
The homeless soul transcends this cold, harsh life.
Into the unknown, they find release,
As winter’s grasp grants a final peace.

Bard version

The city slept, a million dreams beneath a sheet of ice,
while shadows stirred, an unseen tide in concrete canyons.
He was a wraith, a wisp of smoke against the steel-edged dawn,
curled beneath a threadbare blanket, breath frosting on the stone.

January’s teeth were bared, the wind a biting whip that lashed,
flaying hope from ragged skin, each rasping breath a prayer.
He’d dreamt of hearth and hound, of supper’s gentle steam,
of walls that held the night at bay, a haven’s whispered gleam.

But dreams are brittle things, like frost upon a pane,
melting with the rising sun, leaving only shards of pain.
The city woke, a symphony of horns and hurried feet,
oblivious to the slumber etched in stillness bittersweet.

A crumpled form, a vacant space where shadows used to lie,
a silent testament to nights beneath a frozen sky.
No name to etch on marble now, no eulogy to sing,
just an empty space that spoke of winter’s cruellest sting.

But let the snowflakes falling soft be whispers on the breeze,
a lullaby for one who found, at last, a troubled heart’s release.
May gentle hands unseen weave warmth from sorrow’s thread,
and mend the tattered tapestry where dreams and shadows bled.

For in the hush of memory, where starlight paints the ground,
a fragile hope takes flight, a silent, circling sound.
He walks in fields of moonlit grain, with laughter on his breath,
no longer lost, no longer cold, embraced by endless death.

So let the city sleep, its dreams beneath a sheet of ice,
while shadows dance, an unseen tide in concrete canyons.
For in the hush of memory, where starlight paints the ground,
a love unspoken lingers, where the lost and lonely found.

November 4, 2023

hopeful leaves

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 3:18 pm

Steady rain smothers the land.
November trees are mostly stripped 
of leaves, a few hopefuls 
cling on in vain, 
remembering the glory days
of summer.

October 31, 2023

Sat on a sofa, staring

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 6:00 am

Darkness in focus, nothingness
Vague shapes loom
Coming from a different world
Different planet
Uninhabitable dispossession
Roamed by no being.

Sat on a sofa, staring
I might as well have my eyes shut
Releasing me from this self imposed prison cell
Taking me to far improbable places
Anywhere, I care to go.

Even when I have nothing

October 26, 2023

train of thought

Filed under: poetry — Trefor Davies @ 12:50 pm

I happen to be, offline
Tis the way of things, on tran
French, on l’Euro, star
Brussels bound, I am, 
Careering through Kent,
Garden of England
Headlong for tunnel chunnel, 
tunnel chunnel, choo choo.

Music fills my earful 
tap my feet

August 19, 2023

I do 35

Filed under: poetry — Trefor Davies @ 10:58 am

It was 35 years ago today,

THG said I do, yay yay,

Still together as a team, fair play,

What a wonderful day, wonderful day.

March 3, 2023

The Last Tablet

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 2:19 pm

Contemporary crowd once full of purpose. Sole survivor, somehow symbolic, the last tablet.  GONE! Plate purge purist, soil eliminator, grime grabber and cleanser of crockery. Succumbed. Final moments: aged pellet, slow dissolution, dissemination of power. Bare utility, poignant gap, uncertain future.

a good hour

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 10:50 am

The good hour, 
Long enough, for some
Good enough, for others
Not rushed like ten snatched minutes
Or as fleeting as a moment of your time
A generous measure by all accounts

I waited and then left

In truth, a good hour awake
In the darkness
Keeping my dreams at bay

December 25, 2022

This year I’m spending Christmas with my piano

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 11:06 am

This year I’m spending Christmas with my piano

My body comes gradually to its senses. It lies there for a while before realising it has changed state. An arm reaches out and brings life to the radio. 

There is something all powerful about bringing life to a radio

Some time later the radio drives me out of bed. Dressing gowned stumble downstairs and stick the coffee.

I wander into the music room

Sitting at the piano my hands rest on the keys. A moment of inspiration awaits. Gradually notes appear and the piano picks the music.

Time dances

The day fades into reverie. Coffee miraculously changes to wine and into brandy. An empty plate lies on top of the piano, evidence of the day. 

Sun sets

The music continues into the night…

December 5, 2022

I dozed

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 9:15 am

I dozed. Under my blanket. On the sofa. In the shed. The TV blared.

October 30, 2022

Damp October days

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 11:40 am

Damp October days
very little happening
in my head
as if thought
has been suspended.
An empty cup
drained of tea
had some effect.

October 28, 2022

The (big) world of philosopherontap

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 2:48 pm

Tales of the philosopherontap
Philosophical tapitudes shut off from the world
Man walks with arm behind back
The one armed man of (flight) BA8472
Rear arm, forearm, forewarned, 
flight attendant rhymes with pendant
Man behind, penetrating voice (that)
Occasionally breaks through noise cancellation defences
Fast train to Lincoln
Platform zero hero
Can’t walk in a straight line 
But focussed on getting home
Outdoors indoors, the vast roof of the station
Write me a letter with no words

Lament for a hat

Filed under: poems — Trefor Davies @ 2:41 pm

The hat, vanished, tossed into the celestial hat box
Once a creator of character, now piled high on an altar of anonymity
Naked head, naked truth; hatless and hapless.
Hat trick, three hats in a taxi, hats off to you driver.

Times have been different.
A feather in your hat? 
Hat tip, typically, tip collector
Sunshade keeper of cool and heartfelt radiator of warmth

Wisdom applies but never practised: hold on tight to your hat

Mock me not with stab to the heart, twisting knife
Blood wiped on the sleeve of the conscience
Bury my bones six feet deep. 
Watch my grave until the letters fade.

Mad hatter

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